Jodie

Tonight I'll stay awake long enough to stop breathingand I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies.Lying on hills with wet grass below, blue black above-I will carry all the weights tonight.'Cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazyif you spent one more minute with me.Well do you think about those days? And, I don't know-is one more minute going to kill you now?Stop me before I say too much!So now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not comeif I don't let itso don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside our heads staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts.And I don't know but I am trying to let you gobut I can't cut too well these strings I have around my neck.I'm trying to let you go.I'm trying to let you know, I'm doing this by myself-So now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not comeif I don't let itso don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts.And I don't know but I am trying to let you gobut I can't cut too well these strings I have around my neck.I'm trying to let you go.I'm trying to let you know, I'm doing this by myself-Don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without wordsand it was just to rememberjust to rememberjust to rememberjust to remember those days that we spent in our heads.