The Kraken

This goes out to a friend of mine. She was young, and I was young too She overdid on the cracks, went into hospital, and never came back This goes to you families, you sufferers Cause we all gotta heal I'm trying to get away from my hungry pain. It's eating away at me Don't know which way to face, I'm trying to win a race, with a monster inside of me I don't know black from white, don't know wrong from right, got a demon consuming me I suppose I chose the windy road, so I guess it's only fair, that I walk that path alone I wish I could say I care, I know the journey is my own I've only got myself to blame, no I started it alone, by putting it in my brain Don't know dark from light, in the middle of a fight, and I'm walking blind you see Surely lost my soul, left a massive hole, where my conscience used to be And at the end of days of what I know I'll pay Would I do it all again? Would I do it all again Yeah I did it all I suppose I chose the windy road, so I guess it's only fair, that I walk this path alone I wish I could say I care, I know the journey is my own I've only got myself to blame, no I started it alone, by putting it in my brain By putting it in, putting it in my brain I wonder if I'll find a place I call mine, my last old history Was a glass bowl that stole my soul, left nothing but misery And at the end of days of what I know I'll pay Would I do it all again? Would I do it all again Yeah I did it all I suppose I chose the windy road, so I guess it's only fair, that I walk this path alone I wish I could say I care, I know the journey is my own I've only got myself to blame, no I started it alone, by putting it in my brain Brain, brain, brain, brain, brain