I shouldn't

I shouldn't give you my time (not a second) But I feel like if I didn't it'd be a crime (busted) I can't relate to what you do I'm like so overdue look at what you put me through I can't escape no, feels like I'm late though I don't know if I should keep my gate open wide I can't plan far ahead of time (not a second) Though I wish I could just shout to keep what's mine I don't seem to know what's true And I slowly get tired, kinda why now I feel mute I shouldn't waste my time (not a second) Thought I'm always drawn to the same old lie You always know just what to say And I always relate to the same old pain I can't escape no feels like I'm burned out I know I should pick my shit up and run I can't give up what we had Though I wish I could just try to keep what's mine I don't seem to know what's true And I slowly get tired, kinda why now I feel mute