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Yeah Touch of gratitude Dreams feel a little closer now I'll come back to you Pack my bags cuz I'm heading out Shores of Malibu Caught the wave And I'm vibing out substance I abuse Make amends but we broke the vows But it's all alright I can brace for fear But I'm falling deeper Running in circles Rain from above yeah I'm on denial heading for hell Often I be on drugs and Intoxicated through loving They could never understand the vision so I'm posting up by myself Or with the people I love I'm always with day ones Why, why they always wanna to pay attention you should focus more on yourself Timing promise it's about timing Practice patience I'm grinding Optimistic I'll find it Everybody wanna chime in And I don't really understand that shit When I'm off a xanny I go mannequin Shout out to yiff for appearances If They talking stupid I ain't hearing it Gypsie soul tryna slow down but back to her old ways Slowly drifting she don't know that, that death it won't wait No way Why you always Stuck in your ways Skip the word of mouth know what ima bout We be vibing out off to fame yeah Toxic traits yeahhh rolling my face yeah Made mistakes yeah Im still tryna change I don't know why You're scared of change I'll be on my way Yeah Touch of gratitude Dreams feel a little closer now I'll come back to you Pack my bags cuz I'm heading out Shores of Malibu Caught the wave And I'm vibing out substance I abuse Make amends but we broke the vows But it's all alright I can brace for fear But I'm falling deeper Running in circles Rain from above yeah I'm on denial heading for hell Tell me do you wanna hear these voices in my head? Contemplation, overthink, anxiety, and meds. Yeah I don't even know if truth is real do I need more. Step inside a mind of broken sciences at war. Yeah Got a face full of doubt, my mind gets out you're a fashion nova. Yea Fly with the devils raise from above yeah. Are you in denial waiting for hell cause? Why would I rap if I can rock Got rockstar vibes all the way to my jock I took that medicine,that Ritalin, got adderall in my heart. And you can't buy your way to my heart it's got so blacked out the beat dark. If you won't hold the wheel i throw the wheel that aggregation won't stop. And you know flyest, you don't tell me what fly is. Woo! Compilation of grinding, studio is my life bitch. Fascination of buying everything on my mind and Controlling all This environment, falling down on my high end. And I'm falling down. Yeah Touch of gratitude Dreams feel a little closer now I'll come back to you Pack my bags cuz I'm heading out Shores of Malibu Caught the wave And I'm vibing out substance I abuse Make amends but we broke the vows But it's all alright I can brace for fear But I'm falling deeper Running in circles Rain from above yeah I'm on denial heading for hell