I'll See You There

I write the same My sounds have changed Will I ever behave Shape shift my ways I woke up late For days it rained I entertained Myself today Sunshine is getting hard to find Daylight won't save me this time Ill take the blame Yes I'm ashamed And all you pretty girls say my name You just don't feel the same My sheets were stained My sisters in pain Need to sort out my brain Running around in Ridgewood I thought I'd see you there At least that's how it goes in my head Same street Same seat I'll see you there Its already happened in my head Keep fighting with myself I'll see you all in hell I called my mom instead I choked up in bed Looking back at everything I'll see you there With open arms Fighting with myself I'll see you there There's nothing more than what's in my head