The Only Medicine

I WASH IT DOWNjust to block out all the soundI NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE ALONEWELL look at me nowSleepless nightsPainful goodbyesWho the hell was I kidding?the room starts to spinALL ALONE AND BLEEDING ONCE AGAINCAN YOU HELP ME MAKE THISMAKE THIS FUCKING END!!Oh my God there must be something...Something to take the pain awayAnd so there's nothing you can give me...It's probably better off that wayJust forgetAll I ever wantedWas to forgetBloodshot eyes and a starless skyWho the hell are we kidding?YOU LOOK SO CONTENTI GUESS THE BRIGHT SIDEHASN'T FOUND ME YETPULL ME UP SO I CAN CATCH MY BREATHOh my god there must be somethingSomething to take the pain awayAnd so there's nothing you can give meIt's probably better off that wayI live my life in the shadowsOf the things i try to hideOh my god there must be somethingSomething to take the pain awayAnd so there's nothing you can give meIt's probably better off that way