A Chaos Taste

Here you are, tied on the groundDon't beg me I'm not the one I've knownI want the key you surely ownSo tell me right now, what taste is that sound ?Too much time roaming to lose the meaningOf too many things like the word "wondering"Need the scent of what's called "understanding"A worm lost in a shell full of shrieking shadesGroaning inside my head for so many decadesToo much time roaming to lose the trailWhere the path of fate lead me to unveilThe worm lost in a shell full of empty facesWas myself just born out of the placeThat I try to eraseEverything is collapsingDrained in a bottomless depthNo more hope emerging from herePowerless, I lose stabilityMy benchmarks are bend out of shapeAn inadequate realityConfusion and disorderDetachment of a senseless lifeGravity loss, random sensationsTime warp in every directionsI'm where the earth and sky divideThe earth and sky collideMy hate squeezes your sighI'll carve you my reflectionYou'll be my creation and belong to meI like your bitter lifeRose of my prideI bring you revivalStruggle doesn't help you so stop squealing now-Dead, you're so better -I live through you-Dead, I love you now -And I used to scorn you-Dead, are you afraid ? -Don't you realize you're mine ?-Death is on my side --Shorten our nightmareThanks to you I'll never be the sameSealing the doors of the pastTo restore a breathless worldPreceding...Creation of (the) universe