The Pain Of The Accused

I'VE BEEN TRYING ALL MY LIFETO PLEASE EVERYONE, TEASE EVERYONE.NEVER THOUGHT MUCH OF WRONG PRIDEI'VE HELPED EVERYONE, LOVED EVERYONE.BUT THEN I'VE MADE A BIG MISTAKE AND NO ONE FORGAVE MEI THOUGHT LIFE IS GIVE AND TAKE - IT'S A ONE WAY SOMETIMESIT FEELS LIKE LIVING A BAD DREAMTHERE'S NO WAKING UP, NO WAKING UPGUILTY CONSCIENCE IS EXTREME,THE PAIN IS ALL I'VE GOT, IT'S ALL I'VE GOTNO MATTER HOW MUCH I REGRET, I CANT TURN BACK THE TIMEIT'S NOT EASY TO FORGET, THIS LASTS ALL MY LIFEI CAN'T ERASE WHAT I'VE DONE I MUST FACE THE TRUTHTHERE ARE NO EXCUSES - THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO DOI JUST KEEP ON ASKING WHAT CAME OVER MEBUT IN THE END IT'S NOT A NASTY CRIMEALL THE MORAL HEROES, WHO HIDE THEIR FAULTS,BY POINTING THEIR FINGERS ON ONE WHO GOT CAUGHTALL THIS FOOLISH HONOUR IN A WORLD FULL OF LIES,IT'S STINKING UP TO HEAVEN, IT'S DIGNITY WHICH DIESIT'S THE PAIN OF THE ACCUSEDHOW CAN ANYONE NOT ACCEPT AN APPOLOGIE?IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE MADE A MISTAKEBUT THIS PRIZE I HAVE TO PAY NOW - IS WAY TOO HIGHONE THING IS FOR SURE:THERE'S GONNA BE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNELAND A NEW DAY WILL COME - IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD ONE!