First of Many

First time I saw my dad I was probably three Swooped through my mom's took me out to eat Can't tell if our fuckin values meet But I came up on a meal yadadamean? First time I stole shit I was three or four Threw it in my pocket walked out the store Initial itchin of a new addiction Still got gear I boosted in 2004 First time I had a fight I was probably six Stepped to this kid he was talking shit Pushed dude off a slide thank god he survived First but not last of me moppin kids It was the first of many it was new beginnings Lot of us was losing very few was winning For every first there's a world of seconds So let this verse be my first confession I was first Sometimes last But all firsts Come to pass Thirst for the first and first was the second 2nd time worst but the first was a blessin First will be last it's reverse adolescence There's a first for everything First time I saw a gun I was six or somethin Mom was messin with a pimpish hustler Chasing my ball bouncing down the hall Went up in his bag I unzipped his duffel First time I heard rap it was second grade Life is too short NWA Walked out the spot with my nuts low and some gusto Like bitch I got something to say First time I saw a judge it was custody court Coerced by my pops numb from the divorce 2nd time I was 19 sticky hands my thing Took the misdemeanor nothing much to report It was the first of many it was new beginnings Lot of us was losing very few was winning For every first there's a world of seconds So let this verse be my first confession I was first Sometimes last But all firsts Come to pass Thirst for the first and first was the second 2nd time worst but the first was a blessin First will be last it's reverse adolescence There's a first for everything First time I got robbed it was halloween Knife to my throat it was not a dream Dude pulled up like damn I'm stuck Came up out my candy like badabing First time I kissed a girl it was junior high Late bloomer dude I was super shy No game piece yet I was hella stressed Than I bought my boo thang some new school supplies First time I almost died it was 7th grade Lost hella blood seen heaven's gate Punched through a window tendon frayed Probably wasn't one of my better days First time I sold a sack I was a freshman boi Gaffled it out my dads dresser drawer Everything that I spit completely legit This is strictly str8 up no metaphor It was the first of many it was new beginnings Lot of us was losing very few was winning For every first there's a world of seconds So let this verse be my first confession It was the first of many it was new beginnings Lot of us was losing very few was winning For every first there's a world of seconds So let this verse be my first confession Last will be first and the first will be last Bad times came for the first in the class First to come last to leave There's a first time for e'rything Went from first place to his first case Digging dirt by his first birthday 1st born on the first of the month Little baby boy with his hand on the pump Last time I saw my moms was the moment she passed Took her last breath I was holding her hands Her appearance changed to a perished frame A peaceful end to 30 years of a parent's pain