Outcast

I don't wanna think of all the times you told me you would get it And me end up being depressed every time you tell me you have to switch it Anytime we do bad it's never for the better it's always apocalyptic But see when you come up tuff straight from the dirt it's very pessimistic All the times we said we wouldn't stop till we get it Even if one of us had to go to the edge of the world just to see it Starting from nothing and I stay slowly progressing just so we make it I tried to explain but you don't know the pain so might as well forget it First you count me I don't wanna see you First you doubt me I don't wanna thank you First you drown me I don't wanna meet you First you crowned me I don't wanna sink Standing far away and no I don't know what you want from me Hit for heart you don't even know where I will be It's crazy to think that we used to be as close as family But then it hit and you don't even know what I'm trying to achieve Who's was the first to be there when you was in need Wen yo first offer is a life sentence ain't No reason for a plea My first lesson from dad was the only thing I'm able to keep FIRST YOU DOUBT ME No it's not hard Ik your doubt will never bring me down Had a chance for true happiness so more reason to frown It seems their sadness and sorrow really caused them to drown On the way to the top on both sides so please pass me the crown Trust and believe they will ask when you no longer around When your the strongest cause of your past and the world weighs a mil pounds I've always been here and still pushing headed straight for the mound I had to give this one to the darkness yea you got this round First you count me I don't wanna see you First you doubt me I don't wanna thank you First you drown me I don't wanna meet you First you crowned me I don't wanna sink