The Fear To Feel

Dark silhouettesDance on the wallSurrounding meOld photographsOf days gone byStaring at meYou have torn a hole in my lifeCan you see me nowI can't seem to grasp why you're goneCan you hear me nowMy tears can't fill the empty spaceYou left in meIn silent cries and bleeding eyesI hide awayYou have torn a hole in my lifeCan you see me nowI can't seem to grasp why you're goneCan you hear me nowInfinite lonelinessInfinite lonelinessCatching a glimpse of what elseOf what else may be beyondOf what else life is aboutOn borders to infinityEternity's so far awayAnd yet so nearI see myselfFrom out of a mirror of weaknessStand beside your gravePretending you'll return to meSomehow, somewhere, sometimeInside a hole of despairIn bitter oppression I dwellI suddenly begin to knowWhat you meant to meTearing out all that is left inside meCan't followCan't follow you to where you're nowLeading me to driving meTo infinite lonelinessI see myselfFrom out of a mirror of weaknessStand beside your gravePretending you'll return to meSomehow, somewhere, sometimeI see myselfFrom out of a mirror of weaknessStand beside your gravePretending you'll return to meSomehow, somewhere, sometimeInfinite loneliness