Confessions

Today I washed my hands in ashesI ate from the white dovesAnd yearned for Megiddo in excelsisI feel that I breatheI feel that he breathesI feel that I breatheI feel that he breathesYet I'm punishedHe is punishedYet I'm punishedKick me down the starsHe is punishedGod wears black todayWhile he steps out in the worldTo carry the stillborn to the shoreAnd I strengthen him to throw us into the fireHis glint is a phenomenonEat your children cause they are yoursTo see what they sawTo remember darknessThey are not what you wanted them to beThey are not what you wanted them to beToday I drank the pissThe fruits of wisdomAnd touched the children of the crossI helped them up to let them fall againI was – did you see the star fallAiwass – did you see the star fall