The Ascent

I hate this monster inside meMy body's breaking downI'm alone and I cant breatheYou wouldn't understand, no chanceCause I feel so fucking deadTake the last drink, the bottle's goneWashed down my throat, I'm full, but emptyGuess I'm not the man that I wanna beThe bar's my only friend, and it's killing meI'm not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last nightGuess I'm not the man that I wanna beThe bar's my only friend and it's killing meFrail boy with a shallow mindI'm not quite sure that I'm the type of guyYou should be hanging aroundI tend to let people downThis is the last time getting highPromises sound just like last nightI don't know anything anymoreHelp me regain controlI've been dependent for so longI need to leaveI've been dependent for so longI need to live (again)Take the last drink, the bottle's goneWashed down my throat, I'm full, but emptyGuess I'm not the man that I wanna beThe bar's my only friend, and it's killing meI'm not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last nightGuess I'm not the man that I wanna beThe bar's my only friend and it's killing meI'm drinking whisky like waterCause water does nothing for meI'm full of pain I need it moreI'm as empty as the whisky bottle on my floorThis is the endI don't need this anymoreTaking controlIs finding strength to let it goI'm drinking whisky like waterCause water does nothing for me