How To Survive A Vicious Cockfight

I am not human anymoreI'm sure you can agreethat you are no differentmy past haunts methe memories I obtained are an open woundscause you keep ripping off these scabsthings could have been fixedcouldn't you speakcan you just please take my eyes from my facetear my skin from my bodyI want to be deaf and numbI want to be dead to decayto be lovedrip my soul from my fleshI just want to be numb