Falling

If i Hold my hands in front I can distort the truth But deep inside I knowI cannot hide for long this sideshow can't go on I'm hoping I am wrongWithout you I am lost but with you I forgetLocking myself awaywill open the door some other dayNothing in here is painlessI keep pushing myself awayIt's in me, I know it this timeand It's me that crossed all those linesI cannot help myself from falling this timeIn light of what I know I sense I can't go through another day like thisThe silence turns me off I have to make a sound to know I am aliveWithout you I am lost but with you I forgetLocking myself awaywill open the door some other dayNothing in here is painlessI keep pushing myself awayIt's in me, I know it this timeand It's me that crossed all those linesI cannot help myself from falling this timeand It's me I know it this timeand it's me to cross all those linesI cannot help myself from falling this timeand It's me I know it this timeand it's me to cross all those linesI cannot help myself from falling this timeAnd I felt myself fall downfell so far I hit the groundCould I have prevented this?I will never know for sureI have said it once beforeThat I have to let things goBut if this is how it feelsI cannot hold on for longI guess it could have been these thoughtsThe very cause for me to fallBut I have not forsaken, not forgotten, not forsaken, not forgotten… this fallCold heart, cold mind inside of this cold life, cold night surrounding thiscold heart, cold mind I know it was cold life, cold night that left me nochoice..