Transparency

To my friends and family, I'm sorry I've been distant Speakin' to you candidly, anxiety had me trippin' These words will make a stand for me and so I hope you listen Said these words gon stand for me, my God I hope you listen Apparently, my mind is searchin' for transparency At least that's what the lady said to me real carefully, woah Time is up, and I needed some more clarity But she ain't give a f*ck, guess that's why I don't do therapy Let's go, I'm with Bconn bumpin' Quest, that's the tribe Rollin' blunts to alleviate the stress in my mind, I'm goin' blind Happiness is hard to find, lost my way a couple times Almost buried me alive, but the music always shine, aye Goin' bar for bar up in this mental prison I was gone for way too long, ain't like the way that I was livin' Got no words that fit this song, and I was just about to give in Met this girl the other day, she said she liked how I was drivin' There I go, now I'm thinkin' she the one All my friends out there sayin' that boy SEM under the gun But it ain't workin' out, I swear to god it's got me hurtin' now I got my phone on DND, I'm back to workin' now Transparency Transparency Transparency Transparency This is the end of Side 1 of this record, please now turn it over for the second side