Cinco De Mayo

this town had sunk its teethdeep inside of meand now i struggle just to breathand this used to be my own safetythe side walks the doorknoband the memories are greyI'd rather keep them all that waycuz i can't reliveall of those nights when i wasafraid that i wouldn't ever be the samewhen i was shaking in a cold sweatcursing all the pain I've hadi can't go back to all this!(the pain I've had)i can't go back to all this nowlook at meI'm a messa mess of everythingthat i never wanted to bei can't relivei can't reliveall of those nights when i wasafraid that i wouldn't ever be the samewhen i was shaking in a cold sweatcursing all the pain I've hadi can't go back to all this(the pain I've had)i can't go back to all thisi can't go back to all this NOWall of those nights when i wasafraid that i wouldn't ever be the samewhen i was shaking in a cold sweatcursing all the pain I've hadi can't go back to all this(the pain I've had)i can't go back to all thisi can't go back to all this NOW!