Inverted And Inserted

RebellionMalicious hatred for her creatorsResentment in heart and mindAbandoning the careless swineA pedophile father, an alcoholic motherThey called her "spawn of the dark one"Constantly locked in solitary confinementAwaiting the next beating and her defilementHer progenitorsGave birth to their enemyEncouragement of self mutilationTheir blood in her veinsShe cuts herself to drain their tiesShe knows no other way of lifeNumerous attempts to convert herBlurred vision from her swollen eyesHer tears of blood remind herOf their empty liesEndless attempts to alter herMind set to force paralysisOf independence but she stirsThe echoes that are their liesBe faithfulOr be beaten by the right handHer decision, to fight back with the leftAnd grab the cross from her wallTo invert it and insert itDriven toward what was meant to be secludedHer new found directions was hear means of conclusionFinally answering question she asked her self so many timesWhat is the perfect revenge for my abusers?Ritualistic self-possession to turn on the despisedInvocation of her dark lord with the intent to riseShe doesn't realizeThere is no god to despiseEasing for the wrong reasonsBlood spilled from the orificeOnto empty pipe dreamsFalse prophets and psychosisCreates battles within a bloodlineThe real creators caused the perverted suicide of their creationThere is no god to despise