Too Many Losses

Had a good life until the age of 8 When I lost my bro lord No you made a mistake Then they say will got shot in the head I don't know what to think Wonder why I survived like god spared meeee Prepared me like lil nigga gotta lift the weight Wont scare me when its time won't hesitate Had to elevate focus my mind on better thangs Cuz I know the sun gotta shine after them rainy days Remember skipping school just trying to catch some plays I got this shit out the mud like that Georgia red clay Souf Atlanta raised me 2000 millennial baby Who gone stay down when shit when shit gets crazy Ain't worried about you You ain't worried about me I Been on this money lately Tell me is you gone have my back when shit start to get shady All this pain in my heart but I won't let it change me But all this pain in my hearts been making me angry If you my my dawg then you my boy we all on the same team Remember them days they go back far been at this for ages I got permeant scares cuz I lost 2 many I ain't trynna be hard but let it go till its empty I put that on the findi Feel like I lost my great granny and granny at the same time I try to look to my family but it feel like they all dien Then I lost my grandad how do you think I could be fine Its like the strong all died wonder why I survived They all say it takes time but don't believe the lies You can feel my pain a pussy nigga can't even look in my eyes They want be the same but my mind is just one of a kind I had to climb why they so sour like a lime