Hardest to Love

I've been the hardest to love I've been the hardest to love I've been the hardest to love A shadow of what I once was Struggles below and above Light years away from the buzz I've been the hardest to love I've been the hardest to love Stuck in a beautiful haze I can't find my way So many wasted days I still have something to say Hard to define and harder to find I'm barely on the radar, rarely give you a sign Those days are gone, I'll always be on And I'm never giving up until I give every song Wake up every day with a smile on my face I was searching all the time but I finally found my place Now I'm picking up the pieces and they're taking shape Of the life that I wanted so it wasn't a waste I've been the hardest to love I've been the hardest to love Quick on the draw, dripping in flaws Labeled a loss, it's part of the process Since bumping knives, I knew these bars Would be the cause of the applause Or an albatross around my neck Before I step into this dungeon Odors pungent, let me plunge in, I can't fidget Need those digits, building bridges Making wishes, it's just I've been the hardest to love When will I be enough I've been the hardest to love But now it won't be so tough Thanks for watching