Say Goodbye

Act my age I'm fully grown I dream a dream I let it go Been making my cage a home I'm Sisyphus pushing stone What is there to say? Oh I lost, lost it Always feel the same It's exhausting, exhausting Pleasure turned to pain, turned to desperation How long before I cave in If there's a God on the other side Oh could you talk cuz I'm terrified It's like I'm sick running out of time Ain't long till it's all gone say goodbye I know I'm wasting time, Ain't long till it's all gone say goodbye Remember being 18 I felt so young Life was like ice slipping off of my tongue But memories fade And the heart gets numb A little mistake And it's all undone What is there to say? Oh I lost it, lost it Always feel the same It's exhausting, exhausting Wrote it on a page Like an explanation But real quick Before I say it If there's a God on the other side Oh could you talk cuz I'm terrified And now I've lost any will to fight Oh I think I know my time's up say goodbye Say Goodbye Ya I think I know my time's up say goodbye And suddenly my life Is flashing in my eyes And tangled around my throat And I can't let it go If there's a God on the other side Oh could we wait till another time And I'll pray all night I won't say goodbye