Bottom Of A Bottle

The way that my life's beenAll out to do me inOne shot to numb my brainFive more just to keep me saneDrink it down to see what I can findHard pressed so I can tow the lineHomicide has once or twice has crossed my mindReality distorts when I take a sipAt the bottom of a bottleIs where my body diesAt the bottom of a bottleIs where the answer liesInside my heart A hole to fillCarefully poured As not to spillStill tastes like more So I enbibeI'm still in needMy question's whyThis time I'll make this stickToo much has made me sickBut I can't so just like beforeLine 'em up 'cause I'll be keeping scoreFeel the heat as it slides into my veinsDon't give a shit too much so I exclaim"Fuck the hurt, I'll fight right through the shame"It's just a shame that the bottle is empty againTake a good look it's your last oneTime to go home but it's been funStumble outside into the streetsFlat on my ass my night's been sweetMelody, it's five more beersAt the bottom of a bottleIs where my body diesAt the bottom of a bottleIs where the answer lies