Revel In My Loss

Can I prevent this loss and pain to hasten my releaseOr am I damned to existence aloneSear me child, let this pain set me free againWith broken promise, never know what this life could bringAnd the time spent alone sorting through emotionsIs a blessing that I know I cannot repayWith only words I can't express my deep regretOf time gone by and of feelings that I'll never knowPain believed but never shared has left me damaged hereMy wounds will bleed anew, I am now exposedReaching out, reaching in the pain that grips meHolds me tight in crushed embraceHolding out, holding out, try to protect from what I fearReaching out, reaching in the pain that grips meHold me tight is crushed embraceHolding out, holding out, try to protect from what I fearRevel in my lossSear me child, let this pain set me free againWith broken promise, never know what this life could bringAnd the time spent alone sorting alone through emotionsIs a blessing that I know I cannot repayRevel in my lossReaching out, reaching in the pain that grips meHolds me tight in crushed embraceHolding out, holding out, try to protect from what I fearReaching out, reaching in the pain that grips meHolds me tight in crushed embraceHolding out, holding out, try to protect from what I fearThe end draws light with this pressureLacerations upon you relieve yourselfPain that grips me