Somber Angel

Sworn I would not return hereNow that has proved untrueI don't know why?I hold this deep inside me and I'll let no one throughDefy me...deny me...I need you to end thisI look to myself to see and the years have grown so longAm I weak and now I feel pulverizedConsequences I reap by myselfThose of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefsI am alone hereHere's the place where I take my standI'll not be held down againBroken no longer with no regrets, I am my ownOnce you would watch me cry but never would you interveneNow it's my turn to be free from all this painYou cannot pretend to like what I amYou cannot change the past...do not even careYou won't ever take me, You cannot see, break meAnd if you are ever lost...in our emotionI look to myself to see and the years have grown so long.Am I weak and am I aloneI lost myselfYou didn't want to help me through this painNow I am lost insideTry to crush m soul and now I feel pulverizedConsequences I reap by myselfThose of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefsI am alone hereHere's the place where I take my standI'll not be held down aginBroken no longer with no regretsI am my ownOnce you would watch me cry but never would you interveneNow it's my turn to be free from all the painYou cannot pretend to like what I amYou cannot chang the past...do not even careYou won;t ever take me, You cannot see, break meAnd if you are ever lost..in our emotionI now see what what I amCan it be life sustained?My reality.. my life clear of repressionI can't believe what is taken from my eyes..my eyes..but my blood knowsMy life, what I was born ofTo suffer agonizing way..to live it heart full of fearThe pain, wake me for the day...I dieLook into you, bring me the answers to my lifeNow I can see what has begunNothing's forever, our life is doneI've taken with me all that you have givenNothing if for youWander on my reality... my life clear of repressionI can't believe taken from my eyes...my eyes.. but my blood knowsMy life what I was born ofTo suffer agonizing way.. to live it heart full of fearThe pain, wake me for the day...I die.