Narcotic Vision (The Meeting)

[Music and Lyrics: Aro]I explain to myself - too much drugs?Maybe I'm sick?I close my eyes and the darkness becomes the eternity,I feel "your" world going away,this moment like a fly on a shit, rotting bodies, everlasting scream,I feel the stench of human existenceAnd God is late for the meetingI see myself slashing my flatmate's artery,I go further, faster, I run, I feel relief,warmth is going through my backbone the washing- machine is spin-drying,the hum of everyday news on the radio, a head in my hands....I keep it and see it in harmony with my emotions,suddenly so calm at the momentThe eternity is so blessedAnd God is still late for the meeting...