Memories

When it feels I've crossed the line and went back way too farI stagger and I all and open the scarI'm an errant on the run, a stumbler come undoneBut I can't help if it's tattooed on my skinI just happened to realize I belived in my own lieAll the memories I've put asiedI hid them byt they're still alive insideAll my past and all my historyAre hard to carry but I just can't leave behindWhen I catch my myself with thoughts of people I once soughtI see I eas so blind and clean up my mindNow I know well who they are, reality hits hardDisguised myself in rage and never faced the painI just found out that I had to try to not submit to self-denialAll the memories I've put asiedI hid them byt they're still alive insideAll my past and all my historyAre hard to carry but I just can't leave behindI just happened to realize I belived in my own lieAll the memories I've put asiedI hid them byt they're still alive insideAll my past and all my historyAre hard to carry but I just can't leave behind