And I Let The Sun Go Down

When I run into the heat I'm longin' for the coldWhen I walk on crowded streets I'd rather be aloneYes, I know I shouldn't think about the things I hadWhat can I do, what can I say - this morning things look badCould have been a heroCould have been a starNow I start from zeroAnd I won't get farI let the sun go downI don't really feel aliveAnd let the sun go downWhile I walk in darkest nightThe more I step into the darkthe more I close my eyesEvery step could be my last - should I laugh or cryWe all need a place to stay, but I wonder whereCuz if pain's a part of life joy must be a part of death