Disillusion

Disillusioned with my lifeAnd all the things I bring to itSurround myself with loveJust to see it turn to shitBack and forth again and againI feel the pain insideOne more chance to giveOne more life to liveI've taken everythingAnd I've given it all to youFix my disillusion and repairMy fucking collapsePlease put me back togetherAnd hold my seems tightYou are the only thingKeeping me aliveWithout your softest kissI pull the trigger hardFeel the madness risingSplitting me in twoRip myself apart just to seeThe black insideChaos building chaos screamingFeel myself slippingOn the blood soaked grip