Hatred Divine

I struggle with my life withinAnd all the memory that it bringsA flash of anger a flash of guiltBrings me back to the place from I ranAll the bad you make, all the good I buildTake my joy and you call it a wasteYou drag it outAnd you throw it back in my faceReason leaves me when I see youMy rage is absoluteCloud my vision cloud my mindMy hatred is divineDrowning in my miserySelf inflicted state of despairThe madness build behind my eyesStarts the end that I feel insideOutsideIs not your painInsideI'm not your painThere for by the grace of God I goFull of hate and rage insideAs I rip my way through lifeSo tired of the being next in lineFilled to the teeth with this vision of rageI lift myself to a better placeI lift myself to my hatred divine