Never To Play The Servant

This convoluted sense of GodDenies me of my freedomMy mind, body and soulThe things you need for controlI am caught in the spinFalling through my place in timeBlind to the meaning of existenceNeeding to prove my worth to youNever to play the servantNever to be your slaveBowing and scraping for my salvationI will kiss the hand of the demon that beats meBow to the tongue of my brutal masterSaved by my spiteAnd Jesus weeps for the sound of my voiceNever to play the servantNever to be your slaveBowing and scraping for my salvationNever to play the servantNever to be your slaveWishing for something better then I see in youI am not your weakness, I am not your faultI am the voice inside your head,Calling doubt to your faithI walk away from my painAnd I walk away from your shameI turn my eyes to GodJust to find that he is youNever to play the servantNever to be your slaveBowing and scraping for my salvationI walk away from my painAnd I walk away from your shameI turn my eyes to GodJust to find that he is you