My Perfect Illusion

I awake in my fearsMy dreams haunt meI see your face in my tearsWith dreams forever lostMy heart beats no moreAs night is fallingWretched thoughts have been bornAnd my worries are growing!!Spirits obey meLead me to labyrinthsWith happiness brokenAnd sadness has grown in meMy veins are frozenYou didn't look in meMy life is worthlessAnd my tries hopelessAgain I dream youUnable to hearI touch you, I feel youSo weak to live!!I live in despairSo I have lost my faithMy shadow disappearsLife dressed in painI endure for everythingAnd I live in vainNow I lead myself to madnessForever! Eternally!I hear my soul cryingIn hopelessness confinedI live in fearI live for your illusionThe only thing can heal meThe only lie I believeCurse my soul and lead me to your way!Until I awake again to face the truth!Take what has left of myself...!!