My Withering Soul

I'm so tired nowWalking this unending pathAll that's remained hereIs nothing but sorrow and tearsAll that I hearIs my weeping all these yearsRemnants of myself in fearAnd darkness never clearsLiving all my life in liesBelieving in untrue hopesWishing for somethingWeeping all alonePromises forgottenThoughts always unspokenWishes still unbornAnd dreams fade awayI can't find an answerI can't see the wayFor my poor soulTo set it free forever!!As I farewell life nowI know everything is lost for meOnly loneliness I metIn silence I was leftI have lost myself nowIn this painful seasonAs I'm looking to the snowI can't find a reasonTo understand whyScreams in silence destroyedI always need to cryOnly sorrow is alliedI lead my soul to this soulless Heaven!I know that nothing can hurt me but my wishes!Wishes and dreams of something that will never be the same!After my soul has died there's nothing left for me!Sentenced to live in sorrow and counting my tears!