Still Life

For every time I have to listen to you screamI'll break apart the image of you smiling back at meWhy does it have to be this way?Don't expect me to stayAnd it seems that all you've cared about is slowly washing awayAnd I've become just a stepping stone as all the memories fadeYet I still let the guilt come over meI'll still tell you lies until I die and wonder what is wrong with meI think I know this feeling but it's never been so strongYou thought that I forgot about it but it can never feel too longYou take my life into your handsYou like to throw me down then watch me try to standI think I have this vision of what will soon be lostI'm not afraid of you because I know that you are all talk