Out Of My Mind

I live on caffeine, CamusEagles and AirplanesI decorate my lies with butterfliesThat glimmer in the shimmering rainThey say you can't lose 'em allBut I'll sure give it a shotI want more than enoughYeah, I want moreI want more than enoughWhen enough is all I gotThe truth is so unkindBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm out of my mindI don't know what you'll findBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm outta my mindI'm afraid of fallin' upwardsI'm afraid of my own ageI'm a paragon with an apron onAnd I'm beautiful on an empty pageBuried in a dresser drawerIs a rusted, ravaged heartAnd the piercing regretsYeah, they pierce meAll the piercing regretsAnd false startsThe truth is so unkindBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm out of my mindI don't know what you'll findBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm out of my mindI can be as strong as MorphineI can lay my head down where I kneelSometimes I need a broken boneTo remind me how to feelThe truth is so unkindBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm out of my mindI don't know what you'll findBut I'm good when I'm out of sightBest when I'm out of my mindNah, nah-nah, naah, nah-nahNah, nah-nah, naah, nah-nahNah, nah-nah, naah, nah-nahNah, nah-nah, naah, nah-nahNah, nah-nah, naah, nah-nah