Eiderdown

It's so calm, I am suspicious without a stormHere on my farm, it is harvest and the sun is warmAnd I yearn for upheaval, oscillation of the depthsThe water's calling, and there is flood warning in all my stepsAnd I am leaving light behind to find an equal in my mindTo find an equal in my headwhere all the boys contributed more than tangles in my sheets, breakfast shadows in the streetsTo make it safe so I won't drown, one more time in EiderdownTiptoe below where it is dark and the walls are coldAnd I see shadow I face my monster while I still feel boldHe beckons closer with no eyes and with no respectHe'd overdose her but he's to scared cause he hates meThe emperor Defiance in my mind sits on his throneWith face to be mine presumes I'll serve him beef and wineHis importance is so devine as I refuse and smile at himI feed myself and learn to swimTo make it safe so I won't drown one more time in EiderdownAnd as the dust begins to clearI know it's still taught that you are freeAnd I will consume this condition until there's no more divisionCause freedom outside of equal conveysLet the privilege rule and everything else obeysCause freedom outside of equal conveysLet the privilege rule and everything else obeysAnd I am leaving light behind to find an equal in my mindTo find an equal in my headwhere all the boys contributed more than tangles in my sheets,breakfast shadows in the streetsTo make it safe so I won't drown one more time in Eiderdown