Falling

All I ever gained throughout this lifewas to deserve to return.And we are all immortal until we die.So if I keep on fallingWill it keep me from hitting the ground?Are you dead or just out of sight,when you are not here?So many ways to be gone,how can I possibly separate them?The only thing which differs them, is me.And so I fell realizingThere was no ground to hitI don't have a bottom.I don't even have anythingto hit so hard it wouldsmash me into piecesHit me back into place-or just anywhere-So if I keep on falling,will it keep me from hitting the ground?And if I keep on dying,will death keep her distance?