Am I Getting Through Part I & Iı

Part I:I am strongI am ableI spill milk on your tableThen I crawl like a babyJust to see if you save meI am sweetI am uglyI am mean if you love meI try hard just to please youWhen I say I don't need youI dress up with a conscienceWhen I think you'll be watchingI say all the right thingsI don't know what I meanAm IAm IGetting ThroughAm IAm IGetting ThroughI am ignorant and rudeI am fashionably crudeAnd sometimes when it's quietI'm an angel in whiteWhen I pose in the mirrorI want everyone near meI am scared that I'm weirdI'm afraid I am queerI am lovely and weakI am foul when I speakI am strange when I'm kindI am frying my mindAm IAm IGetting ThroughAm IAm IGetting Through(I don't care, I don't care)Jesus loves me I knowFor my mom told me soI'm a loser at loveI'm a flower in the mudAm IAm IGetting ThroughAm IAm IGetting ThroughAm IAm IGetting ThroughPart II:Don't you hate itWhen the money starts to running outYour esoteric rantsWere made to twist and shoutI heard you movedNow you're hangin on the Moulin RougeDon't you know no matter where you goSomebody's always watching youThat's what they sayThat's what they sayWhen the pages fade the love you madeWill seem one hundred light years away(Sheryl Crow)