DEMONS (feat. ABQ)

Zamanay ka bhrosa na Kon dosti mein khot le k betha yahan Kisy sunaoun ja k apni ye dastaan Kesy kahun mein jo bayaan na kre zubaan Kaat do meri zubaan, or torr do ye qalam Agy arha jo bhi mere, ye saray hain mere karam Kiya jo bhi m ne, socha na ayegi kbhi shram Bad'dua hi thi mjhe jo dil hua kbhi ni naram Iradon ki nakami deti rab ki pehchaan Bhoola betha tha kahin mein k mein bhi hun insaan Mein tou janta hi nhi tha k mein hun anjaan Kbhi smjh hi na ska kb bna mein haivaan Ek hi khushi thi meri cheen li jo tu ne Kitne dekhe khwaab m ne thy usi ki aarzu mein Bury ki m ne ye ana, hua tere rubaru mein Khuli ankh, dekha tjhe khrra, jese hubahu mein Who's with you when you were in pain And you know call for help is lame All em demons gotta tame While your mind goes insane Life is the opposite of bliss Who the f*ck told you it's more than this Its better to die than to live in this mist Or it's better to kill everybody or get killed Lately these thoughts in my head suffocating me I believe in god, but shit turning me satanic I cant trust myself. The self love aint adequate My heart rate's high I'm in corner and im panicking Can't talk about it cause it feels like I'm the ony one It's dark inside and can't cure it with a medicine I almost got out but im in that bigger loop again They say you should laugh but i just cannot pretend This paranoia won't let me sleep, I'm drowning deep Into my own thoughts and actually I'ma REST IN PEACE Don't even want em to remember me. I'll just disappear Soon there will be no drama, no pain and its okey Who's with you when you were in pain And you know call for help is lame All em demons gotta tame While your mind goes insane