All I Ever Wanted

I lie here alone and wonder whyThat I come alive, just before I have to hide.(Pre Chorus)Because I believe I'm losing my nerveBut could I ever do better than this(chorus)Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my homeTo shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm goneAll I've ever wanted was a place to call my ownWhere stars will dance and sun still shines and the storms feel free to roamI listen if only for a whileBut I can't decide if I'm aware that I'm on trial(Pre Chorus)(2nd Chorus)(Bridge)If there's a way to a remedy then lead me straight to itIf there's a path or a door I missed , then show me now, show me this(Chorus)feel free when I am gone