My Heart Is Yours

She's driving these nails of restless anti-submission into a headFull of the naive light of dayAnd then bury this ax with my name into the belly of the never ending stayThe torment refuses to lift off the groundAnd the contradictions don't make a soundUntil they're all just screaming at herSo take my heart and make it yoursThis is the last thing ı have left to give to youSo take my heartI'm not doing anything with it, and ı'm tired of being aliveIt won't go on separated by a chasm of denialSomeone is only one to us and maybe she will finally come to meİnvitations written in violet over pale thin wristsSo we pretend we're so far apart when we're really arm in armShe won't look at meShe feels my heartbeat the lips, the arms, the embraceAnd the things she whispers in my earThe letters mailed across the oceanSo take my heart and make it yoursThis is the last thing ı will ever give to youSo take my heartI'm not doing anything with it and ı'm tired of being aliveThen the eyes roll backCast out by the gleaming lightsShe was playing make believeShe was putting these scars on our hearts scars,Hearts, putting scars on our heartsShimmering sweat for the swollen shame that squeezes my lack of a stomachI wish ı was everything that you wanted when the plane took offShe didn't realize there was an absolute selfishnessWrapping strangling hands around her pale neckTo choke an adolescent out of herAnd ı started to weep as the glass just broke into so many shards around herAnd ı cried and walked in a circle behind her a million miles away my love,My heart, where are the words to say?Because ı am so tired, ı am so tired today my love,My heart where are the words to say?Because ı am exhausted, ı am so tired today