Despicable

Here I stay, I bet you wish I was awaySuch a potent opinion from someoneWho was never meant to be hereSo alone, especially when I was with youYou didn't have to suffer nowI guess you made that crystal clearCan't you see? That's not meWell, I guess I wasn't lookingWhen they slipped something in my drinkNever breaks, just mistakesIt's true I can't do anything rightWhat difference does it make?Had your trust until I killed it in distrustIn absentminded slumber I've burnedAll those bridges downI can't stand how all the grains slip through my handsPersistent state of breakdownIs running all I have into the groundDon't try to understand meDon't read between the linesYou can't comprehend meIt's just a waste of your timeMy fortune reads bitterA million ways to abusePlaying victim doesn't fit herI guess I'm born to lose