Closer To Fine

[Originally by Indigo Girls]I'm trying to tell you something about my lifeMaybe give me insight between black and whiteThe best thing you've ever done for meIs to help me take my life less seriously, it's only life after allWell darkness has a hunger that's insatiableAnd lightness has a call that's hard to hearI wrap my fear around me like a blanketI sailed my ship of safety till I sank it, I'm crawling on your shore.I went to the doctor, I went to the mountainsI looked to the children, I drank from the fountainThere's more than one answer to these questionspointing me in crooked lineThe less I seek my source for some definitiveThe closer I am to fine.I went to see the doctor of philosophyWith a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his kneeHe never did marry or see a B-grade movieHe graded my performance, he said he could see through meI spent four years prostrate to the higher mind, got my paperAnd I was free.I went to the doctor, I went to the mountainsI looked to the children, I drank from the fountainThere's more than one answer to these questionspointing me in crooked lineThe less I seek my source for some definitiveThe closer I am to fine.I stopped by the bar at 3 a.m.To seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friendI woke up with a headache like my head against a boardTwice as cloudy as I'd been the night beforeI went in seeking clarity.I went to the doctor, I went to the mountainsI looked to the children, I drank from the fountainThere's more than one answer to these questionspointing me in crooked lineThe less I seek my source for some definitiveThe closer I am to fine.I went to the doctor, I went to the mountainsI looked to the children, I drank from the fountainThere's more than one answer to these questionspointing me in crooked lineThe less I seek my source for some definitiveThe closer I am to fine.We go to the bible, we go through the workoutWe read up on revival and we stand up for the lookoutThere's more than one answer to these questionspointing me in a crooked lineThe less I seek my source for some definitiveThe closer I am to fineThe closer I am to fineThe closer I am to fine