Realization

I don't know what I am doing but my intentions were highEven when I'm confident my mind is filled with doubtEven when I'm struggling you know what I'm aboutBecause my mind is taking over me and my heart's no longer guiding meHeavy heart is what was weighing me down, Heavy HeartNo matter where I look, No matter where I go my spirit seems dampenedI know with doubt in my mind I will survive and achieve what I've set out to doSo here and now my heart pulls me under deeper and deeperDeeper and deeperFeels like my life has no guidanceI know that I'll find it, I'll know when I've found itSearching for something that I truly need and I know that it's out thereAnd I know that it's comingNo matter where I look, No matter where I go my spirit seems dampenedI know with doubt in my mind I will survive and achieve what I've set out to doI'm filled with doubt here and nowI need something, I need someoneI'm needing guidance to help me through thisTo help me through thisMy doubt is consuming me, It's swallowing me wholeIt is consuming me and I am falling to my kneesSomeone help me pleaseHelp me pleaseI need to find a way out of this mess