In The Absence Of Hope

Broken thoughts I confinedBroken hearts I deniedFalse regrets take me backMake me sick and compromisedA turmoil so deafeningTears me apart and rips the rindI stare deep into the abyssLet my mind become my guideDon't despair, don't despair, their blood is all over youPlease beware, please beware, look deep into what feels trueTake your time, take your time, the answer is on the lineFree yourself, tame yourself, it's time to let goIs there a prayer?For my sins and hideous crimesFeelings torn in half, hateful liesIs there a place?To disappear and rest my mindChanges won't amend, what I hideI cast a shadow on the lightI cast a plague on this lifeAsh and smoke fill the airMy eyes bleed when I cryThere's nowhere to goEvery attempt feels like a crimeI swear I've done my best, no more liesI want to knowCould I ever change what fell behind?Piece it back to when it looked so brightHope has turned me into a spoiled messHope has turned me into something lessAnd i will not obey what urges me insideAnd i will not betray what's left of my mindAnd i will not obey what urges me insideI've reached the final lineIt's time to let go