This Burden

My life has taken a dive to a weird placeIs this who I am?The "me" i thought that i knew has gone astrayI've tried to break this shell that binds meThis burden is my pain, I'll burn it awayI won't quit this fightThrashing in the shadows, bruising my knuckles with every hit i tryI can't see the lightThis homicidal visions, are burning through my mindThere's something that I need to breakand this is my last mistakeBy god I will find a wayTo stop these visionsI've tried to break this shell that binds meThis burden is my pain, I'll burn it awayDisdain has led my life to this placeI wish I could forgetThe 'me” I wish that I knew again betrayedI've tried to break this shell that binds meThis burden is my pain, I'll burn it awayI won't quit this fightThrashing in the shadows, bruising my knuckles with every hit i tryI can't see the lightThis homicidal visions, are burning through my mindThere's something that I need to breakand this is my last mistakeBy god I will find a wayTo stop this pain insideThere's something that I need to breakand this is my last mistakeBy god I will find a wayTo stop these visionsI can't shut my own eyesI see red inside my (mind)I can't shut my own eyesI see red inside my (mind)I can't shut my own eyesI see red inside my (mind)I can't shut my own eyesI see red inside my (mind)