The Curse I Hold Within

Old memories, cold and confusingJust empty words insidebitterness, the pain withinVeil of tears grays her eyes, still ...Like a child, she watches and smiles:"Face the moonlight in dreams with you"Now a man, strange feelings surround meIt's the curse I feel cold withinShe tries to hold the candlesStill she tries to hide behind a smileHer hand held to my headThe warmth within her answer:"Your love can't burn alone ..."Her beauty shines when she whispers:"Please, say you understand"Now I realize, from bright and silent skiesDying days to meI try to light the candlesStill I try to hide behind a smileHer glance caressed my thoughtsThe pain within my answer:"I know, it's the curse I hold ..."Whenever I believe my fantasy deceives meAnd still I wonder why I feel a curse inside of meWhenever I believe my fantasy deceives meAnd still I wonder why I won't surrender to the curse I hold ...