Kill For Life

I'm writing these lines but I don't know whyMaybe to clear my mindI've seen too many atrocitiesSupported too many liesAm I a puppet who must just actThese concepts are not mineImmersed in this barbarityI see what's bad or rightAre we god to lake lives?We just have to press a triggerBut do we feel better after thatFor them injuries, for me scarsHidden behind their desksEnough with a word or a clickThey use us Io defend their dealsNothing but expendableKill for lifeSurvival instincts and orders, I am a blindDo or dieThe Court-martial or my last humanity actKeep them aliveMy brain has some thoughts, but lost control of my armsDo or dieWho are we for those hidden leaders,The number of a file?Money has become their only goalTheir reason to surviveThe media under their controlBut not the VolunteersThose few people who do their bestTo save so many lives