My Heroine

The drugs begin to peakA smile of joy arrives in meBut sedation changes to panic and nauseaAnd breath starts to shortenAnd heartbeats pound softerYou won't try to save me!You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.I can't forget, the times that I was Lost and depressed from the awful truthHow do you do it?You're my heroine!You won't leave me alone!Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I hadI can't forget, the times that I was Lost and depressed from the awful truthHow do you do it?You're my heroine!I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself)LyricsI bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.But under your covers more torture than pleasureAnd just past your lips there's more anger than laughterNot now or forever will I ever change youI know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.I can't forget, the times when I was Lost and depressed form the awful truthHow do you do it?You're my heroine!I will save myself!