In My Darkest Hours

In my darkest of hoursI yearn for the light my life devoursWinter's at handIn search of a key, a door, an endHear my voice, don't quail inside the voidNor fear the sound of winter winds aroundIn my darkest of nightsI yearn for the dawn to bring me aliveHow to ascend?While you hold the key that shield my endHear my voice, it's calling on the dawnAscend to fall, but never to withdrawWinter nights...i hold them insideI stand to fall, giving in on life as a wholeWinds of time...won't mend my sombre mindI can't deny that i'm on a closing way downMorning star...shining from afarYour radiance diminish every day nowEvening star...you've lost your stalwartYour skies endarkLike my mind, my soul and my heartCome take my handAnd lead me on towards the endThe darkness in meDevours the strength i craved for all these yearsThese feelings i have never shown remain unknownI really don't know if i'm that strong...These secrets i have held inside through all my lifeI guess i'll shield them till i die...