A Dark Place

I can't even smile Cause i'm on trial When I talk to you to you Every single night Its a different fight But What am I say or do... I've cried all these tears Throughout all these years Your made all my fears Come true I know that you dont care Perfectly aware Yet I'm so scared To leave you What is this dark place The abyss filled with hurt and pain A lake surrounded by my fears Flooded with my tears I'm so ashamed You don't love me You Never loved me Why don't you love me Someone help me please Begging on my knees I Can't see the light Crying through this pain I Feel so insane I'm tired of all the fights It's always on sight I can't sleep at night Betrayed me with a kiss All the things i've missed You're my Judas Oh no help me please Im beggin on my knees What is this dark place The abyss filled with hurt and pain A lake surrounded by my fears Flooded with my tears I'm so ashamed